ugh, a total down day.
i felt... off? that's the best description i can give. nothing significantly bad happened, i just felt blah.
after spending 7 days at eric's house, coming back to my world was a little hard. i'm depressed being so far from him. it's really difficult. i miss him all the time. there's not a second of the day that goes by without me thinking of him. that's not to say i don't have things to occupy my time.. i do, i work on art and watch movies and work... but he's always in my head.
and on top of leaving him in riverside, i had to return to the hectic world of the herring household. there are too many people in this house. i have no privacy and i can't relax. i feel uptight all the time.
hopefully tomorrow will be better. i'm going to eric's for the evening, to eat tacos and spend some quality minutes with him. then wednesday morning it's 2 hours of traffic, right back to orange county :(
i can't wait until the only distance between us is when we're at work :)
here's to the future
Becca
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