......new year?

woooooo...

as usual, my tone is flat.

- - - - addendum

i guess i should elaborate, though i'm not in the greatest of moods to do so...

the first of the year usually marks a change for people, even though it really just means a new calendar. people tend to get excited that they can 'start fresh' with a whole new year.

i am not an optimist. i am not completely a pessimist either. i am a realist. i see things as they should be seen. i see things both as positive and negative, depending upon which category they realistically fit into.

the new year for me simply means that another year has started that will slowly pass without anything very eventful happening.

i am still at the same crappy job, unable to find another. i am still living with my parents, unable to move out. i am still living 30+ miles from my boyfriend. i am also still working the opposite schedule as my boyfriend. i still drive an old crappy car that uses way too much gas.

the few positive things about 2011... the taxes. i will get money back this year! no matter how far away, we still support each other emotionally :) AND, i will be paying down my credit cards, registering my car in CA (2 years late) and hopefully will be getting a gym membership.

but i'm still bummed out...

staying that way,
Becca