i'm sick.

i'm sick of being fat.

i'm sick of making excuses.

i'm sick of hearing 'you don't look that bad.'

i'm sick of feeling gross.

i'm sick of feeling like a blob.

i'm sick of feeling sad.

i'm sick of being lazy.

i'm sick of hearing other people's excuses.

i'm sick of junk food.

ok maybe not THAT sick of junk food.

but i am definitely sick of the weight i gain when i enjoy the junk food.

from now on i will refer to eating junk food as 'all the evil'

i will not partake of all the evil without getting off my ass to work off all the evil.

i am buying running shoes, even if i will only walk in them.

i will eat my veggies, even if i cover them in salt.

i will drink water, even if it's followed by a diet soda.

i will get off my fat ass and quit feeling sorry for myself. nobody did this to me. i did it to myself. and i'm done.

motivating myself,
Becca